Always Want What I Can't Have ?

It's pretty much just human nature. You get attention easily from guys, therefore it is not easily appreciated by you. You want what you can't have pretty much because, who appreciates free handouts in life? They need to be something uneasy to have, inorder to be desired. My best friend is the same exact way. It's also kindof like how the expensive handbag brands are more desirable than the cheap ones, because its harder to afford the expensive ones if you get what I mean =)