(sorry its so long) sometimes i think im a attention-seeking sociopath but i know im not...:S?

I know just how you feel. I feel the same way every fxcking day, but I just but on a happy face so no one can see my pain. But I want to help you so, I think you know what you should do. And you know what you should do... don't act out like that just talk to your closest friend that won't judgeyou have and tell them everything. They will understand I know you won't want to ,but it will help I promise. When I told my friend everything I just felt like the burden was lifted off my chest and it felt amazing and then everything goes great afterwards. I hope I helped in some way...,but I'm just kinda happy inside to know I'm not the only one who felt that way.